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Thursday, 14 July 2011
Thursday, 7 July 2011
Some distance are just psychological.
Hard but fact
Some distance are just psychological.
My friendship (with kainat) is at the most critical stage now a days.
But truely speaking that its all because of "psychological distances"
because My friend thinks that I am going away..she don't trust anymore.
ah! realy She thinks that I am going away.
huh! "TANI GOING AWAY...HOW-COME" :'(
Its realy hard to belive that my friend thinks this.
the reason why I am calling the distance a "psychological distances" is because there wasn't any distance..I lefted FB because of some reasons..I tried to expalain her thinking that she will understand...but she didn't..
I don't have the cell now a days so I rarely text her from my mom's cell...but she thinks that I avoid her messages...
I just have one question, "is the friendship is only limited to FB?"
when i deactivated my FB I was sad..but when i told her the reason i thought that there is nothing to worry because I still have my friend..but she never u/s.
"NO FB....NO FRIENDSHIP"
she is the only one who comes into my mind when I think about love..
but now i have understood that love hurts..
Now whenever I think about her, it hurts..
Today I am sitting here fighting back tears.
Nights with wet pillows.
I realy think that these are "psychological distances" but they have finished everything.....everything...even me!!!!!!
There wasn't any distance but for my friend there is a big space..
Well..I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THIS SO CALLED SPACE BUT YES..THERE IS A BIG HOLE IN MY HEART....that can't be filled...
I am like bella without edward!!!!!
Some distance are just psychological.
My friendship (with kainat) is at the most critical stage now a days.
But truely speaking that its all because of "psychological distances"
because My friend thinks that I am going away..she don't trust anymore.
ah! realy She thinks that I am going away.
huh! "TANI GOING AWAY...HOW-COME" :'(
Its realy hard to belive that my friend thinks this.
the reason why I am calling the distance a "psychological distances" is because there wasn't any distance..I lefted FB because of some reasons..I tried to expalain her thinking that she will understand...but she didn't..
I don't have the cell now a days so I rarely text her from my mom's cell...but she thinks that I avoid her messages...
I just have one question, "is the friendship is only limited to FB?"
when i deactivated my FB I was sad..but when i told her the reason i thought that there is nothing to worry because I still have my friend..but she never u/s.
"NO FB....NO FRIENDSHIP"
she is the only one who comes into my mind when I think about love..
but now i have understood that love hurts..
Now whenever I think about her, it hurts..
Today I am sitting here fighting back tears.
Nights with wet pillows.
I realy think that these are "psychological distances" but they have finished everything.....everything...even me!!!!!!
There wasn't any distance but for my friend there is a big space..
Well..I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THIS SO CALLED SPACE BUT YES..THERE IS A BIG HOLE IN MY HEART....that can't be filled...
I am like bella without edward!!!!!
Sunday, 19 June 2011
Kabhi Na Kabhi To Milo Ge
When friends are forced to be apart from each other for whatever length of time, it will be a difficult period for the two of them. They will be forced to go through their normal routines apart from each other. Each one may miss the qualities that the other contributed to the friendship. There is a saying that, "absence makes the heart grow fond". This may be an opportunity for each of them to realize how important each one is to the other's life. They will miss each other, and long for the time when they can be together again.
:( I am missing my shona:(
Saturday, 4 June 2011
My Kainat...My shona!
Words can not describe how much I miss my best friend in the whole world. She knew everything there is to know about me, She knew my hopes, my dreams, my wishes. She knew my fears, my demons, and my past. She knew more about me, than my parents and grandparents combined, hell, I think she knew more about me, than I knew about me.I simply love her.
My Kainat...My shona!
My Kainat...My shona!
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