Thursday, 7 July 2011

Some distance are just psychological.

Hard but fact
Some distance are just psychological.
My friendship (with kainat)  is at the most critical stage now a days.
But truely speaking that its all because of "psychological distances"
because My friend thinks that I am going away..she don't trust anymore.

ah! realy She thinks that I am going away.
huh! "TANI GOING AWAY...HOW-COME" :'(
Its realy hard to belive that my friend thinks this.

the reason why I am calling the distance a "psychological distances" is  because there wasn't any distance..I lefted FB because of some reasons..I tried to expalain her thinking that she will understand...but she didn't..
I don't have the cell now a days so I rarely text her from my mom's cell...but she thinks that I avoid her messages...
I just have one question, "is the friendship is only limited to FB?"
when i deactivated my FB I was sad..but when i told her the reason i thought that there is nothing to worry because I still have my friend..but she never u/s.

"NO FB....NO FRIENDSHIP"
she is the only one who comes into my mind when I think about love..
but now i have understood that love hurts..
Now whenever I think about her, it hurts..
Today I am sitting here fighting back tears.
Nights with wet pillows.


I realy think that these are "psychological distances" but they have finished everything.....everything...even me!!!!!!

There wasn't any distance but for my friend there is a big space..
Well..I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THIS SO CALLED SPACE BUT YES..THERE IS A BIG HOLE IN MY HEART....that can't be filled...
I am like bella without edward!!!!!

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